but it all comes down to one thing.
FUTURE.
yes, i do have a phobia of the future.
im worried bout my studies, whether what im doing in life right now will be worth while or not, about some of my friends, my retard buddy, and my mum.
im fearing that i might fail a module and would have to retake it next YEAR. fucking waste of time. im down with a sprained ankle, cant do drum tracking and video record on weds. fuck. i wanted to cover 4 LOG songs.
im worried bout my health too. im not exactly the healthy eater. my mum constantly reminds me, "you dad is diabetic, dont follow in his footsteps. cut down on ur sweet stuffs and coffee".
i love coffee and sweet stuffs. guess i'll have to cut down on that. better start to frequent the gym. at least once a week.
and you're not the onli person in my life. so dont be affected about what i write here. might not be referring to you. well, sometimes it does. again. not referring to you. yea. maybe you. HAHAHA!! i love screwing up ppl's minds. implant fear and paranoia into their minds.
im so evil. diam laa~
right. study time.
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