Set to fail.

i think im a fucking selfish person. i think? idk. confusion. (shit! must be that nabei mewtwo. fer fargh!)

yea. so. been thinking bout things...

felt really bad. really. coz i was like. putting all the blame on him. cmon...emotionally unstable and shit? you'd tend to think irrationally and u dont wanna think bout the consequences.

i thought that he was selfish and bastard and all coz like, since he knows how it felt like, he still does it to me. wa fuck. the feeling of annihilating was overwhelming.

but then i realised. i dont want her to be more upset/unhappy then she is right now. i cant force things. coz it'll be like...forceful? HAH. kay fuck. i cant think right now.

sleepy + stress from ComG + thoughts about recent events = motherfucking headache.

though im still in disbelief, i still gotta accept it. nabei.

hatred, self-disgust, sorrow, anguish. all these emotions will overwhelm me when i think bout it.

she feels guilty. im pissed off. and he's in the middle of it. but come ti think of it. im in the middle of them. i shld prolly get the fuck out of the fucking way. since they've fallen for each other. Fate is in God's Hands. i cant do shit bout it cant i? Everything happens for a fucking reason. all i can do now is pray.

i want her to be motherfucking happy. she's a bubbly girl. when she's joyful, her aura overpowers all negativity. i saw it happen before. i think? HAH.

"I feel sad but really, that's fine by me because I'm able to get to know you better ^.^

Somehow, Qam showed me that while I was talking to him." - him

i dint really get what he meant. and idk how to react to that. =/

i said this before. i cant force things. everything happens for a fucking reason.

i guess im just set to fail. fail in everything.

i need a new blog skin. tagboard maybe? but my friends sure spam crap. cheeeebaaaai.

and im think im gonna link ppl soon. if i have mood or im not lazy.

"Fuck life. Fuck you. Fuck everything. i just wanna play ValkyrieSky".