the previous post was "i wish she would read this". was supposed to be "i wish she WOULDN'T read this."
so...yeah.
Studio project coming up. i just woke up. mum, dad and sis went to m'sia, younger bro dunno go where. me and my elder bro left in house.
gonna read my book, revise on physics and...practice Broken hands, dead seeds and set to fail for the contest. hopefully i can win the Chris Adler signature snare. fucking awesome.
i wish i could go back to December and alter the course. Oh well. let's see what the future has in store for me. for us all.
girl,
why would even think that you shld be the one doing all those instead of me? i didnt even thought that you were selfish, and i dont think you are. like what you always say, "things happen for a reason.". i miss December. the way we talk to each other changed after that incident. i cant explain. and i sensed that you dint wanna tell me something that afternoon.i signaled to ur adik, he shrugged. that night, after your friend told me, i...felt a cold chill down my spine. i sat there, stiff. was as if insides were turning solid. Ice if you would. i didnt believed her. didnt want to. then i texted you asking how you were. haha. then you called me. then, it began. yes. since that day, everything changed. haha. thought that 2010 would be different. never thought it would be THIS different. what a start to the year.
anyways, dont do anything stupid, stress yourself out, feel guilty and angry and all that. i'll go to ur house and pinch you. haha.
and yea, i knw that we'll be there for each other. but oh how i wished...nvm.
guess i'll see you soon? for...haha...wdv you "owe" me.
take really good care of yourself. you have wonderful friends surrounding you.
good luck for final exams and Total Chaos 2.
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